Today I am 5 weeks and 3 days.... When I woke up I went to the bathroom only to see I had been bleeding bright red and I passed a clot... After I few minutes I passed what I think was my precious baby.

My doctor wanted me to go on to the ER and get checked out... They did an ultrasound, checked my cervix and did blood work and the doctor came back in saying that they was waiting on the blood work to come back and confirm it was a miscarriage.. He said if my hcg levels came up between 20-30 then it was but when he came back with the results my levels was 15.8.... He said I’m either not as far along as I thought, I’m having an ectopic or it’s a miscarriage so now I have to go back in 2 days for more blood work.. Why are my levels already starting to go down??

Deep down in my heart I know my baby is gone.. I just can’t describe how crushed my heart feels.. And hearing my husband sobbing makes my heart ache worse!!