How did you know you were ready?

I’m so conflicted. Some days I feel ready to try again and other days I’m not sure.

I want a baby so badly but I’m still so emotionally drained from a very long, drawn out miscarriage. My husband wants to wait a few months and do some traveling, maybe even make a big move to a new city. He works from home and I am a nurse so it’s easy for us to move and travel. Some days I like the idea and other days I get really depressed thinking about waiting months or even a year to TTC again.

We were getting really settled in where we are now. After I found out I was pregnant we quickly came to feeling ready for it and excited. The loss has really thrown our lives out of whack.

I feel unsure of myself and I’ve never felt so lost 😞