One faint positive one negative?

Jen • CP 02/18 Praying this is my rainbow BFP 01/08/19

Hi ladies,

I hope your able to see this line as I do I person. The blue dye as a just as thick as control line, vvvvvfl. So I decided to test with a FRER and I don’t see anything. I tested because I have intense hot flashes mild cramps and nauseous the last 4 days. Love to hear tour feedback, been TTC since January 2018, and had a MC February 2018.