Baby goes to daycare tomorrow

I am dying on the inside. I have been off and on crying all day. This is it. Harper goes to daycare tomorrow. I will be dropping her off at 7am and wont get to see her smiling face until 7pm.

I just hope that while at daycare she doesn't look around for me. That when she cries she isn't crying hoping I will be the one coming to soothe her. I hope that she sees the pattern of me picking her up in the evening and knows that I am still here for her and I am not abandoning her.

Ugh. Now I am ugly crying again.

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