Dear Bestie

Dear best friend -the girl who I've called a sister for 13 years,

I'm sad. I'm sad that you apparently can't make time to see me/keep plans we made. Im sad that you're turning into what I consider crazy. I don't like that youre following your parents footsteps by turning your back on everything from health insurance, to trusting doctors/getting regular health care, to trying to convince me not to vaccinate my young children, to thinking literally every company out there is out to get you, to acting like you think youre kinda better than me because you live "so much better." I feel the distance getting further and further apart. I don't want to lose what we had. I miss being able to share jokes or stories and have you laugh or relate somehow instead of going quiet because you suddenly believe differently. We can't even go get coffee together because you think Starbucks is evil. Why can't you think for yourself? Why can't you see that not every theory on youtube is actually credible/"worth a thought"? I feel some point within the next year or so we probably wont even be talking because we will have nothing left to discuss. Please come back to reality. 😥