Feeling down

I’m 8 months pp and feel horrible about myself. I have about 7-8 lbs left that I haven’t lost. I’m still not used to my boobs 🙄 I feel old and so unattractive. My pp hair loss stopped but now it’s awkwardly/slowly growing back. My skin, mostly my forehead, breaks out super easily now. My husband is deployed and I want to make his jaw drop when he sees me but it’s so hard not wanting to just lay on the couch when baby naps. He wakes up 4-5 times a night so I’m exhausted. I thought by now he’s be sleeping most of the night and I’d have more energy. I just feel so blah about myself 😭