having sex?

my boyfriend wants to have sex but i’m not ready. i’m a virgin and i don’t know how i feel about having it just to have it. like i love him but sex is just a huge leap and we’ve only been together for 3 months. but then he wants to have it so bad, i just don’t think i’m ready. i feel like my first should be special. any advice? 🤷🏻‍♀️