My husband told me back then that if a man has to have eyes for other women, that means he doesnt value his own woman. He also doesnt like me watching guys do covers on youtube, he said i should only have eyes for him. And he said it means im into them more than him. Like whatever.

But anyways, hes always checking out other women in public and online. Hes like a dog that gets alerted whenever he sees a young woman by. He does it when im talking to him, and he does it when im right in front of him. Hed smile at her and look at her every move.

Yesterday, he was watching youtube on the tv. He was watching a woman dancing and singing, also doing flirty moves. I noticed thst he kept glancing at me, to see if im mad. But i just ignored him and minded my own business. He then, began playing more and more videos of other women dancing. Continues glancing at me. I decided i should go watch it w him, and he then started scrolling thru the suggestion, and played something else.

Idk what he was trying to do, but i feel like im having enough, and i need to leave. Cause why is it that i cant look at guys singing on youtube, yet, he can? Mine is innocent, his isnt. He watches porn too. And he imagines sex w every women he sees!