Currently

I hate my fiancé. Normally we’re very happy but lately i am feeling the stress of finding us housing with his shitty renters credit. So today when we could have been beating the pavement because he got off work early- what does this idiot do?? He goes out for drinks for 4 fucking hours and then ignores me while I’m like what are you doing what the fuck are your priorities? Are you even a responsible man? At first I was nice but he turned off his phone- though he says he just had bad service. Normally I’d believe him but his service was only bad for a little bit- whatever maybe I’m just crazy. I’m just like wtf. And I don’t want judgement or to be told to leave him. I just need to vent and be told maybe I’m insane- or maybe I have every right to be angry. It’s not my fault we have to move an hour away to rent an apartment. I don’t have to file bankruptcy because I was a stupid 18 year old. Here I’m sitting here trying to get our lives together and this fucking idiot chooses to waste his day doing nothing for four hours after work. Like does he just not care?