fears and worries

so my daughter is almost 7.

it's been a loooooong time since I've had a newborn. I really haven't even been around babies at all. 😲 so I feel a little like a first time mom again. I have all these fears and worries. I'm so excited! but a little scared.

well, we live in an apt and I have to go up 2 flights of stairs.

I hate stairs. I'm so scared I'm going to fall down them, being 7 months pregnant.

and i have this scary fear that I'm going to fall down them while holding my baby! ughhhhh.