Just Screamed At My Kids

These past 2 weeks I have been stressed tf out! Idk why! I feel like I've been cleaning nonstop! Constantly repeating myself! Constantly telling them to pickup their toys if they're done with them. Every 2 freaking seconds someone is screaming "MOMMY!".. And me thinking "what the fuck do you want now" but saying "Yes honey".

Feeling completely restless! Why? Well let's see because when I clean somehow I walk away to shower or use the restroom and return 5-10 minutes later to chaos!

oh and let's not forget my 22month old who is completely attached to me! If I dare walk away all hell breaks loose!

Mama needs a break but I have no one to lean on. I laid in my bed and just cried! Idk why I feel so sad! I was fine and I keep a schedule and have balance! WTH do I feel like this?!

My kids are 9, 4, and 22 months. I've finally decided to get a tubal ligation!! I for damn sure don't want anymore!

I love my kids don't get me wrong but I'm stressed and my body aches from it