Not even a month ago I had to go into the hospital to get induced into labor at 23 weeks(Chose not to do a D&E), and knowing my baby girl wasn’t going to be alive and I wouldn’t be able to hear her cry or be able to breast feed her killed me but I also knew it was for the best.

I found out at 22 weeks she had swollen ventricles in the brain, extra fluid in the brain, a rare heart defect, and had no stomach. Sometimes I wonder did I do the right thing and if I’m a good person, I also wonder what color her eyes would be what her smile would look like what color hair does she have, and so many more. 💔 Her name is April Skye her due date was April 7th.