50lb weight gain

I’ve gained 50 pounds in a little over 5 years. Seriously, what have I done to myself? How did I let this happen? Where do I even begin to take back control? When am I going to commit to taking care of myself? When am I going to start being honest with myself?

Who else has asked themselves these questions and found the strength to push through? How do I start to get myself out of this mess???