CONFESSION 😞

So i know everyone is talking about the r kelly situation and how he a dog ass rapist 💯 but i have a confession..

i never told anyone this but my now husband i been in love with him since i was 12 .. i have always been in love with older men ..

when i was 12 i plotted to get my now husband he was in his late teens and i really liked him .. he was tall dark and handsome literally.. i mean every girl wanted him but he didn’t even look my way .. he was in a relationship

so after years i had moved on and was engaged to an asshole who was older and married 🤦🏾‍♀️ .. i didn’t know he was married because we was always together day and night expect when i had classes .. his wife found me on fb with us as my profile picture 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️😞 .. i was heartbroken but i called him over and dumped his ass on sight..

so 9 1/2 years ago my now husband was on the phone with my sister .. she was dating his twin brother at the time .. and he heard me in the background and started saying how cute i was and that he wanted to ask me out now that i’m older so my sister told me to come here and i was holding the phone the whole time while he was talking and when he was done i said thank you and yes i would love to go on a date with you ..

moral of the story is that my husband waited till i was 19 in school car job and my own apartment but i swear y’all if he would have gave me a chance back then i would he taken it .. smh i know it’s fucked up but i really wanted him i use to go to school telling my friends how he would call and i pretend he is calling me or how him and his friends would come over to get my sister and her friends and i would wear the most sexy outfit i could found without my mom noticing..

ion know why i’m sharing this maybe because of all those r kelly victims but y’all i wasn’t a victim i think i was the predator ..

please no judgement i know how i sound .. ima creep 🤦🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️😂 😂 but i got em 😂😂🥰!