When i was 12 i used to hang out with a bunch of kids who smoked alot of weed and did other drugs, a guy who was 18 was really creepy but i still hung out with him because he would buy me cigarettes. One night at like 11pm he tried to have oral sex with me. I kept saying no but he kept going. I enjoyed it, but it haunts me everyday. I dont know what i did wrong or anything. And before this we would makeout and he would finger me. But i only did this to keep him happy. And then after he left town and i havent seen him since