Sippin on that dumb bitch juice?

Reading you guy's comments from my last post as well as rereading my own, it might be safe to say that I should just leave this dude but for some reason leaving never seemed necessary to me. It's been a thought several times but never anything i've actually wanted to follow through on. The type of relationship we have very strange if I may say in that our low's can be very low but we just go back and forth on it until we reach a supposed end or maybe a middle ground and it never really last long we've never had an argument that lasted more than 24hrs and when we're done things move on as if nothing happened. Though that puts me off sometimes the sudden lack of tension between us when we're done is something I really need because with just about everything else in my life I'm constantly holding on to stress so having at least one thing that I don't have to worry about for the time being is very refreshing. We did talk out our issue with what happened last night but only briefly because we had much more bigger issues to talk about. Overall, I am happy with where we are I just hope that he works on fixing what he's doing wrong like he said he will. Thank you all for your kind comments (towards me there were none towards him lol) and thank you helping me get through it ❤️