Falling out of love 😢

I just started realizing that my husband doesn’t act like my husband, more like a roommate who I occasionally sleep with. All day I take care of kids (3 of them 10 months, 5 years, and 8 years)I cook dinner, clean the house, have no time to even dress myself up, or do my hair, and when I do I look forward to him saying wow you look beautiful today or something but nope nothing ever, I know movies are not real but watching movies where a husband is in love with his wife and compliments her and hugs her and kisses her. I can’t remember the last time I’ve had any affection and I miss it, and honestly forgot what it feels like. I’m starting to feel like my life is a joke, that I don’t matter. It’s almost 1 pm and I’m in the living room with the kids and all my husband is doing is laying on our bed on his phone, texting. I wanna cry but I think I ran out of tears, I’m done trying. Maybe I am falling out of love, maybe I deserve someone who will treat me the way I want to be treated!

Update to some of your questions:

I do tell him almost every day how I’m lucky to have him, and call him a handsome man all the time.

I try to hug him and kiss him but he doesn’t like pda even if it’s just in front of kids he says, and when we are alone I try he says it’s too hot or he just gets up.

I tell him I appreciate him every day, probably more then I should.

I am a stay at home mom, his choice not mine.

I have tried talking to him several times, but he doesn’t like to hear it, says I’m overreacting and tells me everything isn’t about me, when i don’t make everything about me.