Recent miscarriage...

I literally found out a week ago from today that I was having a miscarriage and I called my mom bawling my eyes out and she at first was trying to calm me down and everything but then goes “ I just went to target and got some things off your brothers baby registry. “ that just hit home so bad that I felt even worse. Then a couple days after that she brought it up again and added that I got the diapers and wipes for them. Um not intentionally mom! I got those for MY baby! I’m just so hurt! If I see a baby I start crying or even a baby bump! I just now today am done bleeding from it. I wasn’t even given info about what to expect really or anything. I just want my baby back...