Failing?

I’m going to be honest it could be cause I’m sleep deprived, but am I failing as a mom if I am exclusively pumping due to having a blister on my nipple that has since healed?

I just did some research I see if pumping and breastfeeding benefits are very similar and basically found every article telling me that I am failing if I just give expressed milk. Of course, now I’m freaking out and don’t know what to think anymore.