Feeling this body today!

So as a plus sized woman I didnt think I would like the added weight. I was right. The scale freaks me out more now than ever before. I have felt like so unattractive and gross to look at. Today, I took a look down and I fell in love with my belly! Not just because of my beautiful baby boy inside but because it is my body. I used to love my body curves and all but I lost that love. I found it again this morning. I dont want people in my personal life to know how I'm feeling because they never say the right things. My sister's in law said they thought I would like getting fatter (because everyone loves to gain weight right) my mom told me this was going to happen so I definitely dont want her saying I told you so. My husband says he still thinks I look beautiful but...he would say that, haha. Anyways, I am so grateful for the reminder that I do love myself and I love my belly! I can't wait to see it grow and grow. 24 weeks 5 days looks good on me, don't you think? 😉