Small Penis

My boyfriend has a small penis, I was fine with it since I love him and thought it wasn’t going to be a problem. But now I don’t think I’m okay with it. I tried but just thinking about how small it is turns me off. He’s barely 3’ soft and hard. I feel so bad, I really love him and have tried to be satisfied with his penis but I can’t. Am I bitch for not being able to get turn on by his penis?