2nd Pregnancy & Super Worried

Hi All,

I’m really trying not to stress out or scare myself as I don’t want to cause stress to my baby, but I’m on my second pregnancy after such a complicated one the first time although the actual pregnancy was a breeze as in not many pains didn’t feel Brixton’s hicks however I had other complications like Spd/pgp which I am suffering with now and it’s started really early. I also had gestational diabetes, I also had problems with my epidural! I passed out twice after giving birth and had high blood pressure. Lost a lot of blood I know every pregnancy is different! But I worried am this will happen again I’m trying to take steps to prevent possibly having the diabetes again by changing my diet. But I’m terrified I may have the same problems when giving birth - also is it just me or is the second time round worse then the 1st??? Has anyone else had anything similar happen? And with a second pregnancy?