VBAC?

I have two babies and am currently pregnant with a third. My first labor went horrifically wrong. The cord was crimped, he came out blue and thought he was going to be a stillborn. They ended up resuscitating him and he was in the nicu for a week. He had an abnormally large head and broke my pelvic bone when I was pushing which is why I had a cesarean for my second birth. Now that I’m pregnant again, I really want to try for a natural birth because the recovery was SOO much better. My first son was with a different father and I was 18. My husband now gave me a child with a normal sized head lol so I prolly could of had a natural with my second but I just opted for cesarean because I was scared of what was going to happen. What do you guys think I should do this time around?