Man I just miss my hoe days

I’m a married mom of 3 now and sometimes on late weekend nights I just really miss my hoe days.

I miss going out and getting all cute and dancing , meeting new people, staying up way to late to talk to new cute guys and just living life a whole different way.

Hot guys left and right... different guys whenever I wanted. The never ending “first kiss” excitement!

I’ve been with my husband for 11 years. I don’t have that “I NEED YOU, I wanna jump your bones, or butterflies” anymore. I think we’re just accustomed to each other after all this time.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband and my kids... it’s just a fantasy and some good memories.

Life is so routine now. I know what I have to do from morning til night and there’s really no guess work... it’s all laid out until my kids are grown.

Sometimes the thought of the routine is daunting. Like an endless loop. Idk.

Then again, most days I’m so in love with my kids that this all feels perfect.

Like I said, just missing those hoe days 😂