hey gals, i need some advise n help no negativity please :) x

so i am 15 and i am currently 10 weeks pregnant to my boyfriend of one year and i know not many people will agree but we have decided to keep it ! once my family had found out i had been kicked out and have moved in with my boyfriend it’s been a few weeks and things haven’t been so good between us .. we constantly fight and i just hate it i do sit there sometimes and try talk to him about the way he treats me and stuff but he just turns it into fighting !! or it’ll be him annoying me and pushing me to the point of starting something and when i do get mad at him he’ll poke at me and aggravate me even more to where i say things i shouldn’t or i’ll try push him off and then he’ll get violent and punch me in the arms or choke me and me defending myself when he does do this he blames it on me and says i can’t say anything about him hitting or doing whatever to me because i’ll do something back .. i have spoken to him about it and he thinks it’s all me ... also i’ll sit there sometimes and just have break downs and cry as i suffer from major depression and have lots of thoughts and he’ll sit there calling me ridiculous and saying i need to shut up and stop being dramatic i don’t know what to do as i’m living with him and have no were else to go !! i’m hoping next week will be better as he is going on holidays with his dad so we will have a week break !! but honestly just give me your opinion on maybe how i can sort something out and try make things better 😴😴😓😓 xx