Relationship & Mental Health

Hello girls.

Just need some advice.

I’ve been with my current Boyfriend since November and honestly he’s great for me probably everything I’ve needed in a Partner and genuinely are us going far.

Unfortunately two years ago after an unplanned pregnancy and abortion with a different boyfriend left my in a very bad headspace for a while.

During this time I became unhealthily obsessed of I was thinking I was pregnant when I had sex or something may of gone wrong etc.

These past two months have been my first relationship in those two years and I thought I had lost the pregnancy fears but I have not.

My boyfriend is super understanding and easy to talk to and he knows why I’ve been sad and frantic recently as I’ve been very upset thinking I am.

I’m at a weird point where I’m just really upset because I don’t have many friends who live near me who I can’t see, my two best friends don’t live here as their at university so in a way my boyfriend is my only friend.

I don’t want to him to feel he has to carry my burden or drop this life for me but I don’t know how to shake this feeling of when I sit in my room to be ok with it.

I just need some help I guess.

Thanks for reading