Wedding

Anyone else already married, but still dreams about how great your wedding could have been....

I didn’t get proposed, I got married in jeans at court was in and out in about 1hr. I got married because i loved my boyfriend but his parents didn’t like me and no lie they were literally hunting us to get us to break up, I was 16 and got married because I didn’t want to loose that person at that moment, we only dated” for like 6 mo and well that was it. Now my relationship obviously is well TOXIC. And I blame myself often for not having what I felt I deserved. My mom which I felt wanted to get rid of me ( she really didn’t raise any of her children in teenage years, we all either left or were taken by the age of 14-16) gave her consent for me to get married.

I always Day dream of how really dating could be, having loving in laws that don’t judge for your past or religion, a dress, maid of honors, my biggest dream... daddy walking me down the aisle❤️

Yet I feel like know I’m supposed to live like this for the rest of my life, I feel like I have no way out of my marriage and that I lost everything that day...