Ance and depression

I have really bad acne and I feel so ugly all the time I want so bad to spend time with friends/family but i cant leave my room because my skin looks so bad i hate it I've tried everything, seen specialists and stuff nothing works I feel very depressed because of it and I was recently dumped and cheated on which just made me feel even worse about myself, I wish I could die honestly I dont know what to do I feel so ugly And lost.