Okay so today is the day my period is due

Sierra

Trying to to stay calm and not over think about if my period is gonna come today or not. I have been trying for a baby. I just keep like checking every time pee to see blood and just keep thinking about when I can take a test.. I just don’t want the disappointment of getting a negative...last month I had a positive pregnancy and than bled really badly so I’m just feeling defeated.