Divorce or not

Hey so long story I apologise in advance.

I’ll give you a back story.

So a year ago I don’t if it’s true or not to this day if my husband cheated on me or not I saw pictures, texting that someone sent me. All of his photos though were before my time so idk.

But there was a photo with him in our shower.

So today. My husband was at work atleast I thought he was. Then his sister rings me as says. Where’s brad? I said he’s at work. Whys that? She goes well Rachael her partner saw him down at the swimming lake with another women and was hugging her from behind. So I said well can you come look after bubs while I go down there.

So I went down there. And I see him next to this women who I’ve never seen before.

I yelled out his name well wasn’t he shocked to see me.

And so was that women she had a look on her face that they were sprung.

So when I yelled out his name and he looked at me I said were done!

I walk away he gets out of the lake grabs his bag and starts walking for the car. I saw where he was going and I walked after and I yelled out. I said “what can’t face me now?” He said “we’ll talk when I get home”

So he gets home i tell Rachael to go into our room to stay with Bubs and look after him.

As you could imagine there was a lot of yelling and arguing. But the whole time he says he didn’t know her. But she had a trial at his work and they were talking. And nothing else happened.

I just don’t know what to believe.

He says he truely loves me. And that he doesn’t want to loose me but what do I do?

We have a 5 month old together. And I’m so confised I feel like my heart has been ripped out.