My partner left me 36 + 3

I just can't believe I am writing this.

My partner broke up with me last Thursday, I made a last ditch attempt to talk to him tonight but it's clear his mind is made

He has said some really cruel, spiteful things also which hurts.

I feel broken. I don't know how I am going to face bringing my boy in to the world like this. How can I be happy when my heart breaks? I am an emotional mess.

**Update - I had a midwife appointment today and she is transferring me to a crisis mental health support team