Breakup (Christian couple)

Probably no one will read this or respond but I just had to let it out.

I broke up with my boyfriend today in the morning. We have been having problems and was actually arguing yesterday. Today I woke up to a message telling me that I discourage him to continue following God’s path. That legit broke me . We are both Christians and I would sometimes feel that I was a stumbling block between him and God instead of pushing him forward . But he would say I wasn’t but was helping him.

When I saw that message I teared up. That’s when I knew I had to break up with him because I don’t want him to stop going to church or something because of me. I really love him, although we had our problems I always thought he was the one.

But as such as it hurts I know I did the right thing. I had to let him go so he can grow and continue in God’s path without me on the way.

I have no idea if he has read the message or not. But I feel so broken and numb, but I know God will help me get through this and will heal my heart and hurting.

I just don’t know how our families will react or our congregation. What they will think or say about us.