I don’t know what it is but lately I’ve been so emotionally and mentally drained. Like it’s peak and the worst part is at night. I’ll just get so unmotivated and I’ll hate the world and just get so sad I don’t want to talk and I just feel so bad about myself and I don’t know what to do about it. I don’t know why I’ve been like this when I have an amazing boyfriend, friends, and life. I just feel lost and I just can’t find the motivation to even get out of bed for school. I feel so numb and sad for no reason. I’ve held in a lot over my 16 years of life and maybe that’s what it is but I just can’t seem to find the right words to describe how I feel. I want to ask my mom to allow me to speak to a therapist because I don’t feel comfortable discussing my feelings with my family. Is that wrong? I don’t know what to do anymore I’ve just been holding it all in I feel like I’m going to explode.