I started my process back in September with my first round of clomid 50mgs. Did everything we was supposed to waited and tested and it was negative. I call my OB and tell her and she said ok let’s try 100mgs of clomid and then come back in on day 14 for an ultrasound of your uterus. So I did just that I went in very nervous because I had never had that done before and she checks my uterus out and says the clomid is working everything looks perfect so that gave me that much more hope! I continue on and do the tww and took a test and again another heartbreak. So I call my OB and tell her my test was negative. She tells me she wants to try one more round of 100mgs of clomid and if it doesn’t work she wants to check my husband out to see if it could be him.. so this is my third time I am so hoping it is my month, my year, my time. All of my friends have kids or are on their second kid. They all talk to me about their experiences and always want me to go baby shopping with them. It’s not that I am mad at them or not happy for them. I am just so heartbroken because I never know if I will ever get to experience what they all have or will I ever get someone to call me mommy, I just wanna be able to do the one thing my body is supposed to do. But I know god has a plan and his timing is perfect! If you are struggling and trying to get pregnant I know how discouraging it is and how hurtful it is just to see that one line. But just keep your head up ladies 2019 is our year💗💙🤰🏻 baby dust to all you beautiful women out there! Stay strong because it will happen, I have faith🙏🏻