Honestly don't know if it's orgasm/squirting

I have masturbated plenty of times and always reach a point where I get a lot of pleasure. It gets my body shaking and my clit gets super sensitive. I've always thought that that was a "climax" but never an orgasm. Alot of ppl say "you'll know" or "its when you feel the urge to pee". But like, isn't orgasm and squirting diff to begin with? You could have only one or both at same time? Anyways, I'm not sure if I have been experiencing orgasms but like have not been acknowledging it.

Second, I have been doing this thing where if I feel a small feeling of needing to pee, I push it out. But not a lot of liquid comes out. So like, is that squirting? Does it usually end in a puddle of juice, or does it not have to be a lot?