My fiancé and I miscarried our only child together 9 years ago and have been ttc ever since then. We have prayed and prayed and counted ovulation and even given up because “if it happens it will in gods time”. I’ve heard everything to help us increase our chances of conceiving and yet it never happens!!! In September, my sister told me she was pregnant and wasn’t even trying... now I found out today my other sister is pregnant and doesn’t even want kids! She can barely take care of herself!How can I be happy for them when it’s been such a struggle for me! I don’t have anyone in my life who truly understands how I feel because they haven’t been through what I’m going through! I am so emotional right now! I want to be happy for them but it’s so hard when I’m hurting inside because of my struggle. 😭😭😭