So I just started sobbing for no reason

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My anxiety is horrible, just on it's own. Having a baby always makes it worse because I have a new life to fear for, worry about etc. I just dropped off my 7 year old at school and looked back at my newborn and just sobbed. Idk if it was because my older son got himself ready without my help at all, which is a good thing but now I feel like he thinks I have no time for him. Or if it's my anxiety about having a newborn but it's the worst :/ I'm still crying right now. And I really dont know why. Ugh. I'm only 5 days PP so I know it'll just get worse. Hoping it's just baby blues like I had with my first.