Aggravated!!!

Went in Monday with steady contractions and was 1cm and 50% thinned but then got sent home because I wasn’t progressing. Had my dr appt. yesterday and he tells me that now the outside of my cervix is open but the inside is now closed 😩😩 This is my 4th pregnancy so he keeps telling me it doesn’t mean anything I can be closed and still have her by midnight or I could be 4-5 and it still be a weeks away but I can’t help but be aggravated! So ready for this baby to come! My first came at 37 weeks and my last 2 had to be induced one at 41w3d and the other the day before my due date! So at this point I’m counting on having to be induced again. 😩