Just like that..

And they're gone. My husband and I found out that we were expecting on January 9th and today it was confirmed that I am no longer pregnant.. I'm devastated to say the least. I never experienced this before and I can't help but feel empty and angry. I know the statistics and that there are plenty of women who have gone through this and came out on the other side okay, but.. How the hell am I supposed to pick myself back up and continue living my life after this? I wanted this so badly, both of us did.. I've never posted on here before, but I thought this would kind of help the grieving. I don't know..😣