Kind of emotional

So I lost my first in 2017 from a miscarriage. Now I’m 6 weeks 4 days (approximately) and I started spotting last night. I rushed to the hospital even though it wasn’t a lot.

My first pregnancy I spotted on and off throughout the weeks I was carrying.

The hospital ran my HCG levels and my blood type to make sure I was positive. I saw my little sack but not baby because the Machine wasn’t high tech. It definitely in the uterus and not my tubes and cervix is closed. The bleeding wasn’t active when they did the pelvic.

I’m freaking out I want this to be my full term baby. I can’t handle another miscarriage.