Don’t have a good feeling 😞

Found heartbeat on Doppler at 8+5 since we were trying to limit how much we use it, Didn’t try again til 3 days (9+1) later so my husband could hear it (he wasn’t home the first time)

Well, couldn’t find it. We tried ALL day. (Took multiple breaks) I know logically things could still be okay but this is exactly how I knew we lost my baby last time (at a bit shy of 10 weeks) we couldn’t find it. I had told my husband let me book an ultrasound and if everything’s okay just toss the Doppler. But my suspicions were right.

I cant help but think the same thing happened. During the same freaking week as last time 😞 Idk how to feel. It was really traumatizing the first time and just don’t know if I can go through all of this again.