idek. help?

so i’m in a happy relationship with my boyfriend, been together just over a month and a half. but i’m watching the movie princess cyd and i can’t help but wish i got to have a true relationship experience with a girl. is this normal? i’m not saying i wanna cheat or anything. that’s not at all what i’m saying. i just mean that i wish i would’ve gotten to experience being something with another girl. does this make sense? idk. it made sense in my head. help?