Venting .

I just need to vent guys 😫

I’m 24 and my bf is 33 . We’ve been together for almost 3 years . I have a 4 year old son from a previous relationship and we just had a baby together in December . I’m going through postpartum depression but Lately our relationship just has been going downhill . We’ve been having little petty arguments . A little back story , Over the summer he lost his father , he lost his job , had back surgery . And I was there for all of that , I was 6 months pregnant waiting on him hand and feet , sleeping on a uncomfortable bed in the heat to make sure he was good after his surgery . During our baby shower he was angry so he treated me like shit . And when I gave birth to our son and we was in the hospital those two days , he just slept all day . I communicated with him what my issues are within our relationship but I don’t think he’s listening. Sunday he went to go watch the game with his friends , he was there all day . I texted him telling him our son needed more formula. He gets to my house , with an attitude . I ask him what’s wrong and he tells me “I wanted to stay and watch the game with my friends.” Meanwhile he’s been drinking all day. I’ve honestly have had enough . For two years , I put this man first , and all the shit that he’s been through & when I say “ you’re treating me like shit” his excuse is “you know I’m going through things” and promises me things will get better and every time I think we’re taking steps forwards , we always seem to go back to square one . 🥺 It’s hard to let go of someone especially when you have kids involved but when someone doesn’t value you , doesn’t respect you , treats you like garbage after everything you did for them . It’s just not worth it anymore