I feel like a nobody 😭

Hey everyone.

2 weeks ago I found out I was pregnant after 2 years of TTC with PCOS. I was so happy but didn’t want to get my hopes up as I thought it was too good to be true.

3 days ago I ended up in A&E being told I had to have surgery ASAP because they thought I had an ectopic pregnancy. Turns out it was 😔

Here I am, sat on the toilet having to manually remove my poo due to being severely constipated, not pregnant anymore .....

I don’t know how to pick myself back up again ... do I grieve... do I ignore it and try to fall pregnant again. I believe i won’t be able to ever fall pregnant again. I feel so confused and worthless. I feel like of course this is happening to me because bad thinks always happen to me.

Can anyone relate?