Self conscious

Hi all! I know I’m growing one of life’s greatest blessings but I’m so self conscious! I’m 18 weeks today (FTM) and while I have a bump in maternity jeans overall I just look like I put on weight. I’ve always carried weight in my love handles and I’m worried I’ll never be able to wear cute maternity clothes that show off my bump Because of my other weight! I know it sounds silly but after seeing everyone’s adorable bump pictures I’m not feeling that great!