UGH!!!!!

Today was hard. I had my postpartum check up today after our daughter died (tomorrow is 2 weeks since she has been gone) and I felt so empty. Then I got on FB today and ANOTHER one of my friends announced a baby arriving this year and my heart just broke. I should be happy but I’m just...not. I’m envious. I’m sad. I want my daughter back. And all I have are reminders that she’s gone. This year sucks and it’s only been 23 days.

Sorry for the depressed rant. Sending baby dust to all those TTC and prayers that anyone who’s heart is broken like mine heals and finds comfort and joy.