So I don’t know what to do or how to feel, me and my boyfriend had a baby 5 months ago, and since then he doesn’t seem to want me anymore, he use to say I love you to me but now he say he doesn’t anymore but he says he cares so so much about me, but I feel like he doesn’t care enough about my needs, when I’m extremely horny he turns me down I can try everything, sexting, dressing all sexy, and sometimes I give him a blow job to start it off, but when I go and want sex he doesn’t want it he just wants a blow job or no sex at all, sometimes we’ll have sex but only when he wants it, and he’s never turned me down for sex, now when we do I never get a chance to finish myself, he just thinks about finishing, and once he’s done that’s it, once he always cares to make sure I finished before him, and he’s never ever rejected me and when I tried to talk to him about it that it hurt and I don’t feel sexy enough for him that he wants me, he just tells me he doesnt want to talk anymore about it, he just wants to do him, and to leave him alone, and he gets annoyed at me a lot lately, right now I’m crying because he turned me down and rejected me over and over again and pushing me away when I want to stress it to him why it hurt me and he doesn’t care to hear it 😪 I feel gross for putting myself out there to him , what can I do to make him want sex again and wanting me? I dress seductive for him, I try sexting, I try feeling him up, I try different things during sex to make it different but he just doesn’t want anything different positions just to bend me over that’s it, any ideas