I can’t take it 😭

I’ve been TTC with my fiancé for 3 years. We’re financially stable, we have a healthy relationship. I don’t understand. Last year we went through a miscarriage. It’s honestly starting to get me angry and wanting to give up. I can’t take it anymore. It’s breaking my heart. And I love that it’s happening for everyone else, but it’s also making me so depressed. I’m 9 DPO, and I just have a feeling my period is going to come. FML. 😭💔