I MISS IT!!!😩

I am, well was, an avid weed smoker. Like 24/7 weed!! lol I loved it. It helped me so much with my mental health as far as anxiety and depression. Helped with my appetite during some rough times. NOW I am pregnant and it’s been over a month with not even a sprinkle. I miss smoking so much. I feel sick all the time. I suffered from constant headaches before pregnancy that weed helped tremendously with, now, being pregnant, the headaches are even worse. It’s just on days like today, when I feel like donkey shit, that I really miss just sparking up a joint. 😢

And the thought of not even being able to after I give birth because I am wanting to breast feed makes me even more sad!