This really touched me .... hope it does you ♡
It's 2009 and I'm 14 and I'm crying/
Not really sure where I am/
But I'm holding the hand of my best friend, Sam/
In the waiting room of a planned parenthood/
The air is sterile and clean/
And the walls are that...not grey, but green/
And the lights are so bright they could burn a hole through the seem of my jeans/
And my phone is buzzing in the pocket/
My mom is asking me if I remembered my keys/
'Cause she's closing the door and she needs to lock it/
But I can't tell my mom where I've gone/
I can't tell anyone at all/
You see, my best friend Sam was raped by a man/
That we knew because he worked in the after-school programme/
And he held her down, with her textbooks beside her/
And he covered mouth and then he came inside her/
So, now I'm with Sam/
At the place with the plan/
Waiting for a medical exam/
And she's PRAYING she doesn't need an abortion/
She couldn't afford it/
And her parents would like...totally kill her/
It's 2002/And my family just moved/
And the only people I know are my mom's friend, Sue and her son/
He's got a case of Matchbox cars and he says that he'll teach me to play the guitar...if I just keep quiet/
And the stairwell beside apartment 1245 will haunt me in my sleep for as long as I am alive/
And I'm too young to know why it aches in my thighs, but I must lie, I must lie/
It's 2012 and I'm dating a guy/
And I sleep in his bed/ And I just learned how to drive/
He's older than me/ And he drinks whiskey neat/
And he's paying for everything/ This adult thing...it's not cheap/
We've been fighting a lot/ Almost 10 times a week/
And he wants to have sex/ And I just want to sleep/
But he says I can't so no to him/This much I owe to him/
He buys my dinners/ So I have to blow him/
He's taken to forcing me down on my knees/ And I'm confused because he's hurting me while he says "please"/
And he's only a man and these things he just needs/ He's my boyfriend so why am I filled with unease?/
It's 2017 and I live like a queen/
And I've followed damn near every one of my dreams/
I'm invincible and I'm so fucking naive/
I believe I'm protected 'cause I live on a screen/
Nobody would dare act that way around me/
I've earned my protection, eternally clean/
Until a man that I trust gets his hands in my pants/
But I don't want none of that, I just wanted to dance/
And I wake up the next morning like I'm in a trance/
And there's blood/
Is that my blood?/
Hold on a minute/
You see I've worked every day since I was 18/
I've toured everywhere from Japan to Mar-a-Lago/
I even went on stage that night in Chicago when I was having a miscarriage/
I mean, I pied the piper, I put on a diaper/
And sang out my spleen to a room full of teens/
What do you mean this happened to me?/
You can't put your hands on me/
You don't know what my body has been through/
I'm supposed to be safe now/
I earned it/
It's 2018 and I've realized nobody is safe long as she is alive/
And every friend that I know has a story like mine/
And the world tells me we should take it as a compliment/
But then heroes like Ashley and Simone and Gabby, McKayla and Gaga, Rosario, Aly/
Remind me this is the beginning, it is not the finale/
And that's why we're here/
And that's why we rally/
It's Olympians and a medical resident and not one fucking word from the man who is President/
It's about closed doors and secrets and legs and stilettos/
From the Hollywood hills to the projects in ghettos/
When babies are ripped from the arms of teen mothers and child brides cry globally under the covers/
Who don't have a voice on the magazine covers/
They tell us take cover/
But we are not free until all of us are free/
So love your neighbour, please treat her kindly/
Ask her story and then shut up and listen/
Black, Asian, poor, wealthy, trans, cis, Muslim, Christian/
Listen, listen and then yell at the top of your lungs/
Be a voice for all those who have prisoner tongues/
For the people who had to grow up way too young/
There is work to be done/
There are songs to be sung/
Lord knows there's a war to be won/
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.